tak patut... tak patut... ish2

Guys,, dont be SO mean!!!!! SO cruel... they come anytime when they think ned some one... i talking 4 my friends behave...

One day after quite long time we had no time spend together,, lastly we met one centre point of time to hangout... hehheee... we shared about our experiences along the time when we never faced each other b4... not because we r arrogant k... but because the time constringe between us,, made the distance quite long... hehehe... kidding friends... =) our condition are,, prohibition from any lies... we could ask anything we wishing for... when we asked about the personal life between her and her partner,, there were so many answers come out... what the cruel is,, her bf juz let her like that,, no reason,, only last word in the first Ramadhan... yes,, couple is not da good thing,, especially in this noble Ramadhan...nggeee,, but,, that guy suppose more consider la kan what that girl would feel... after a while we talking all kind of ‘laro’ things,, finally,, our second friends also facing da same thing like that girl b4... sooo kesian,, really... shes story lagi la extra kejam... after second time accept that feeless guy,, then that guy made the same mistake again and again... berhati tuuutttt betul la a guy like that... how come... xsedar diri... they think who they are??? More2 poor,, all those girls sooo kind au... and impossible for them to get nusyuz or what ever... never la... what they have knew only ‘love’ that guy s they could... n never become betray... but what those guys looking juz for fun and get joy... kot ye pon,, don’t play bout feeling wif naïf girls... find la someone kaki enjoy like you all... prikemanusiaan la skit...

Now,, that girl tried sibuk kan diri... even sakit... sian jiddan... T_T ade yang lag teruk... x nak cite r... human life 4: 2 be a Khalifah n beribadah padaNYA... surah Al-Baqarah ayat 30... n al-Zuriah ayat 56... insyaAllah kot... ngeee...

AQusss yang ini...

BUSSSSSY... ARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!! THIS DA WAY I CHOSE... FACE IT!!!!
'HUMAN DUTY IS TO LIFE,, NOT TO EXIST'

todays 4 ME~ ~ ~ ~

Enrique Iglesias featuring Ciara – Taking Back My Love
Enrique:

Go ahead just leave,

can’t hold you,

you’re free

You take all these things,

if they mean so much to you

I gave you your dreams,

’cause you meant the world

So did I deserve to be left here hurt

You think I don’t know you’re out of control

I ended up finding all of this from my boys

Girl, you’re stone cold,

you say it ain’t so,

You already know

I’m not attached to material
I’d give it all up but

I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

I’m takin’ back my love

I’ve given you too much but

I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

my love, my love, my love

My love..
Ciara:

Yeah

What did I do but give love to you

I’m just confused as I stand here and look at you

From head to feet, all that’s not me

Go ‘head, keep the keys, that’s not what I need from you

You think that you know (I do),

you’ve made yourself cold (Oh yeah)

How could you believe them over me,

I’m your girl

You’re out of control (So what?),

how could you let go (Oh yeah)

Don’t you know

I’m not attached to material
Both:

I’d give it all up

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

I’m takin’ back my love

I’ve given you too much but

I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

my love, my love, my love
I’d give it all up

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

I’m takin’ back my love

I’ve given you too much

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

my love, my love, my love
Enrique:

So all this love I give you,

take it away, (Unh, uh huh)

Ciara:

You think material’s the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)

Enrique:

If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)

Ciara:

You keep your money,

take it all away
I’d give it all up

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

I’m takin’ back my love

I’ve given you too much

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

my love, my love
I’d give it all up

but I’m takin’ back my loveI

i’m takin’ back my love,

I’m takin’ back my love

I’ve given you too much

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

my love, my love
I’d give it all up

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

I’m takin’ back my love

I’ve given you too much

but I’m takin’ back my love

I’m takin’ back my love,

my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my loveOoh, my love

if i fell in love with you,

would you understand me dear,

love is weird.

i coloured you a valentine,

struggled just to stay inside the lines,

i loose my mind.

i really can't believe

i lost myself again

looking for something crazy

beautiful nothing now

im talking in circles again

never no baby are you hungry

for wonderful cause i am wonderful

cause i am i wrote a song about your eyes,

ate a slice of cherry pie,

i cried all night.

on a bench inside the park,

i'll kiss you slowly in the dark,

i'll never stop.

i really can't believe

i lost myself again

looking for something crazy

beautiful nothing now

im talking in circles again

never no baby are you hungry

for wonderful

cause i a wonderful cause i am

baby take me for a ride

baby get a little high

in a place we've never been

time is nothing but a line

we leave everything behind

it'd be so wonderful

wonderful

looking for something crazy

beautiful nothing now

im talking in circles again

never no baby are you hungry

for wonderful cause i am

wonderful cause i am

wonderful i am

you know wonderful i am

wonderful i am

wonderful i

MoMentuM-

....wonderful coz i'm....

no reason 2 not GRATEFUL

Today is 20 august...
Begin the day wif subuh to HIM... no reason!!! as human,, how could we dare to betray HIM???... not become grateful khalifah???... HEs the most graces... hope still ‘ve the balance of the day and oxygen for me and my family breathing in YOUR Ramadhan... amin...

Mom said,, “if u interest to follow me somewhere,, please prepare for lunch and ur self after im back from scholl. Make sure its on time,, im not prefer to wait for u if u’re late...” then mom gone from my room... aku yang tengah mamai menghafal pagi2 buta 2 terus segar... hehehee,, i know da place... kueh3... =) after finished averything around 1pm,, mummy reached home...
1st place we visited are ‘kedai baju’ hehhee... mom brought me a pair of lovely and sweetest shoes... i like it sooo much,, mom never disappoint me bout her choice... its white creamy,, santai,, cool,, and elegant surely... heheheee... beli lagi baby cloth,, for my cousin’s baby... then pg kedai ‘syurga tudung’... that store’s trademark... one day my friend asked me bout my Terengganu,, “which part of Terengganu???” I said “Batu Enam”... then she said,, “oh,, banyak la beli tudung???” coz there r a store wif varieties of tudung and scarf... baru aku tau Pekan Batu Enam ku glamour... hehheheee,, shes from Peneng kot if i not mistaken... kedai tudung 2 juz cross a road from my house... =P jemput la... by da way,, memang banyak glr tudung... rambang mate cheq nak pilih... mom shown me new trend scarf... i dono how to wear that tudung... hahahaa... mom said,, “this new one,, try this” while wearing me that scarf... i replied,, “kat usim xde Tv,, so,, no wonder la x tau pakai” hahahaa,, alasan... mom brought me 2 type of scarf... thanx mom... =D
Sesampainya kat umh,, kna tasmik vocab arab in front my mom... at least a dozen a day... perh!!! But its for my improvement aidon... hehheee... soo,, weak in Arabic,, there is no other choice mom could do for me... in my family,, im the weaker la from other T_T what 2 do...

Fi masaan,, kitaorang pegi umh aunt 2 C her daughter’s baby... soooooo cute... baby girl... shes named Aisyah Zafira... i believed when she grown up,, she would became very pretty girl juz like her mother=) insyaallah... then pulang ke rumah... 1 family together clean our house’s garden and landscape where my mom trying 2 build it wif her own effort... its near the stair... hope kekal lawa... hehehee... lepas maghrib we all duk kat beranda umh while dengar a talk or ceramah by ustaz azhar from masjid near our house... tepat kul 10 talk 2 habis,, we all pegi ke masjid 4 jemaah isha’... back from masque,, we want to Restoren Desa which my grandpa n ma belong... its the hugest kedai makan i ever seen... grandpa,, would never made something simple... he always make it perfect! Alhamdulillah,, in this age,, they still maintain their health... air tangan my grand ma xde tandingan... i love to eat her ‘gulai tempoyak’ and ‘ikan tenggiri masak lemak cili api’ sangat pedas... but,, soooooo sedap... search kat negeri Sembilan pun x jumpe tandingannya... hehheee...
After back home,, i got chating wif my friend sampai tetidooo... hehhee,, sori ye kawan2... that my wonderful day wif family...

And today is 21,, every part of my family gathering buat lemang and rendang... its sound strange,, making lemang and rendang before Raya ... hahhaaa,, semangat nak pauase... heheheee... that what i said,, there are no reason for us to not grateful... Allah give us the happiest family... hargai mereka sebelum terlambat... yang sedey nya,, =( the present yang aku bagi for my mother’s birthday (12 August) da pecah... its broken... huhuhuuu... i’ll change it wif other next day... insyaAllah... u all,, i loving u... no boundary... abang back home today... hope semua selamat...

in HOLY...land... -holiday-

bismillah,, starting da work,, alhamdulillah after finish da asingment... hahhaaa~ BUT,, stil 've da job 2 build on... tired??? mestila,, holiday but not like da holiday exactly... juz a day could spend together wif family in this Ramadhan... couple days again is Ramadhan... i've no feling back to usim anymore... i love each time wif them... plus alang got fever last week... poor him... my house under maintenance now,, for more comfortable 2 everyone... heheheee,,

some progres happen coz a lot of thing seem different when i reached home... everyone growing up really faster... juz couple month ago i left my house many thing had change... no spirit back to usim... cam mane ni?????!!!! xnak pegi!!!!!!! next week abang back home sweet home... adoiii,, making spirit more,, more down... wanna b wif them=(