lOvE hiM & hiS faMily...muahhh2...ngeE~

saye sayang abang saye... knp???
sbb,,
he is 1 year older than me,, but we seen like pretty different... he is more matured than me... of course la kan...
he always make trouble,, he is stubborn... but he has his own way of thinking... even degil,, but dia x sangat keras ati... hummm...
he likes argue people and talent in giving reason or excuse... but,, he is clever...
he loves to sleep,, but he always has money,, and when i need extra expenses,, i'll ask 2 him... hahaha... and he'll never disappoint me... that why i love him... ahakz~ =P
he has a problem,, but he never shows it... he only wanna people around him happy with give us anythings (dish,, cloth,, trip,, and so on the tijariyah or hajiyyah's things)
he put him self in dangerous,, but he always protect me as well as his sis... if he really care bout me,, why dont i care and protect my self also?
so rarely see him study or reading,, but he knows sooo many things around the world and new things going on...
he is lazy,, but he always help me a lot in solving the problems...
and many things else make me love my bro...

can I've 4 cOnclusiOn now??? yes,,ur pleasure=)

BISMILLAH...
2010,, mean bring my age to 20 years old... yes that old!!!
btw,, 2009 gimme 1001 feels and experiences... lie... its not only 1001,, but whatever numbers it could be...

2009 begun with sooo happy!! nice!! great!! wonderful!! yeah!!
but,, i thought "panas sampai petang,, but DIA maha tahu dan mengatur segala"
the middle of 2009,, told me the real life all about... how to know people behavior... im totally wrong... bersangka baik 2 baik,, but not all people are good enough 2 live in this world... im not say that im really good as human been...
how 2 make it simple yap??? humm,,
example: we tried 2 make something noble,, suddenly,, people talking bad things bout our jobs... see that,, not all people think like our way... we've good 'nawaitu' already,, malangnya,, BETRAYER alwaysssss around... kite da baik2 honest,, ade je lahanat + lahabau take advantage from our naive... cisi looo!!! haahhaaa,, tibe2 aku rase lega... =) ahakz,, b4 this i kept it... and now,, i feel free~~ =D

last but not least,, Allah maha segala... bergantungla padaNYA... niat la krn DIA,, hidup la krn DIA... alhamdulillah,, my life running pretty glade,, lbey tersusun,, 've my own mission,, and most exiting,, im feel alive... im not juz exist,, but im alive!!! even i not give something 2 this huge world,, but i love 2 b what i wanna b... =)

2 those my friends,, dont b sad... u r not alone... mohon la kpdNYA... even a little of tear,, its from HIS rahmat... kita hidup depend on HIS rahmat...

2009 is the best year i ever had... syukur Ya Karim... 2010,, wa aidon li awal Muharam,, ahlawasallam... aku akan berusaha,, dan ENGKAU yang tentu kan segala... dan ENGKAU xkan memungkiri janji... YA AZIZULHAKIM...

bebelan from the lazy... ^.^

tonight sangat fenat...
semua penat...
dari kepale till kaki...
but 'my melody' still want me 2 "melagro"...
tonight actually sangat sejuk jugak...
baru suda bersiram @ 1.30 a.m...
plus,, air-cond this room around 28 darjah salsius...
and last but not least,, outside is raining...
a lot of thing happened today...
make me think a lot...
n suddenly kna jage kedai (Restoran Desa) - my late grandfather's belong...
da equation,,
im tired mentally and physically strongly + sooo cold = tidoo~
papai~
Z_Z

RESULT!!! dup2... dup2...

i juz now tengok RESULT... BTW,, ALHAMDULILLAH... =)
suke2~ sangat suke =D but,, its still not real result,, only online report... anyhow,,

mum,, i believed... "MAN JADDA WA JADA"
It's kinda spirit for me to face this 2nd sem...
p/s: mengharap redhaMU dalam perjuangan ku... ever~

.:BISMILLAH TO 2ND SEM:.

it's favor...

since I 've watched and read it b4 holiday,, untill now,, if i watch it again,, it'll gimme a 'sense'... heheee... sedey~ =P donno la,, but when Edward lari bawak diri from Bella,, then she wait that guy 4 very quite looong time,, i start 2 hate Edward's character... (the most sadness part) T_T
toucing nye... huhuhuuu~ Edward jahat!!! on de other hand,, Edward ade his own reason why he should goooo... "when u're gone,,......." tibe2... =P the wolf 2 pon kesian... T_T
even watch it 4 many times,, still nak tengok again and again... i love it... besh...

when I grow up,, I wanna B 'teachers' =)

what i wanna publish is bout all my teachers... this 1st sem already end... so,, s my respect and honour,, i would like 2 say,, Alhamdulillah and all praise 2 Allah,, who gimme those opportunity 2 know all teachers i've...

this Cikgu fazreen... he teach 4 my teatre class... bila da jumpe his 'sahabat(cikgu Arif)' mmg dunia ni mereka yang punya... -.-

on the back is his wife,, ngeE~ setia tunggu till end the practice...

ni kan my sweEEEet teacher,, mdm Ain... she teache me english... she from UNIKL au... i like her most... she sooo sweet... hehehe~ till see u again... tocee mdm...

ahla wasallam... salam ustazah... hehehe~ ustazah Madiha... kelas yang paling banyak aku ter'miss' is kelas Arab1 ustazah... asif ya ustazah... ana la adri (actualy=aku tertido)... hehehe... asif jiddan... mintak halal semua... =)

this mdm Sivaganga... the most exiting class and i'll never miss and get aslep in class is mdm siva's class (English-speaking) class... mdm,, dont b so stingy wif ur mark plss... ngee~


lastly,, present u... Encik Arif Taslim (Cikgu Aloeng Silalahi) hehehe... ni la cikgu yang bagi assignment every week... hehehe... till everyone da serik nak masuk koko teatre... =P on the other hand,, coz i loooOOve teatre soooo much,, i accep those task... thatwhy,, when he asked "brape markah layak saye bagi awak??" then i replied "saye nak 'A' coz saye rase saye da work hard tuk every task" (yeke???) hehehe
until now,, he still become my teatre teacher in ATRA @ USIM...
aku suke uji dia dgn soalan2... coz the idea he give,, sometime gimme think bout it back...
his advices are: "dalam kita nak malakukan sesuatu,, mesti fikirkan sebab dan kenape..."
& "kita selalu buat sesuatu fikirkan kebaikan untuk orang tapi knp jarang sekali kita buat sesuatu fikirkan kebaikan pade diri kita???"

p/s= to other teacher who their pic are not state,, dont mean i forget bout u,, da last lectur's week ari 2,, i was absent coz i back 2 terengganu alread (my grandfather passed away)...

Sir Azizi = instructor 4 ICT

Mdm Nor Baya = teach 4 Tamadun Islam & Asia (TITAS)

Mdm Masitah = lecturer tuk Etnik

Ustaz Izwan = ustaz Arab2

"TOCEE,, THANK YOU,, SYUKRAN,, TERIMA KASIH"

^_^

WHAT3 did U say.....

HOLIDAY TIME!!!! YEAH!!! evrything finish suda~
after 3 times every weeks I went to seremban-terengganu and vice versa (terengganu-semban)...
fenat dowh~ but it's lot of fun and experience... ngeh3...
LSP,, TEATRE... friends,, teachers,, places,, all are fun and BESH!!! hehehe~

YA ALLAH,, KAU RAHMATI KAMI SEKELUARGA... KAMI BUKAN SESIAPA JIKA TANPA RAHMATMU... ALHAMDULILAH... TRIMA KASIH YA ALLAH... 4 THIS HAPPINESS=)
JADIKAN KAMI ORANG YANG BERSYUKUR DAN SENTIASA DEKAT PADA MU... AMIN YA KARIM...

P/S: tomorrow i've a reunion wif geng skola lame... time form 1-3... miss them... ngee~