can I've 4 cOnclusiOn now??? yes,,ur pleasure=)

BISMILLAH...
2010,, mean bring my age to 20 years old... yes that old!!!
btw,, 2009 gimme 1001 feels and experiences... lie... its not only 1001,, but whatever numbers it could be...

2009 begun with sooo happy!! nice!! great!! wonderful!! yeah!!
but,, i thought "panas sampai petang,, but DIA maha tahu dan mengatur segala"
the middle of 2009,, told me the real life all about... how to know people behavior... im totally wrong... bersangka baik 2 baik,, but not all people are good enough 2 live in this world... im not say that im really good as human been...
how 2 make it simple yap??? humm,,
example: we tried 2 make something noble,, suddenly,, people talking bad things bout our jobs... see that,, not all people think like our way... we've good 'nawaitu' already,, malangnya,, BETRAYER alwaysssss around... kite da baik2 honest,, ade je lahanat + lahabau take advantage from our naive... cisi looo!!! haahhaaa,, tibe2 aku rase lega... =) ahakz,, b4 this i kept it... and now,, i feel free~~ =D

last but not least,, Allah maha segala... bergantungla padaNYA... niat la krn DIA,, hidup la krn DIA... alhamdulillah,, my life running pretty glade,, lbey tersusun,, 've my own mission,, and most exiting,, im feel alive... im not juz exist,, but im alive!!! even i not give something 2 this huge world,, but i love 2 b what i wanna b... =)

2 those my friends,, dont b sad... u r not alone... mohon la kpdNYA... even a little of tear,, its from HIS rahmat... kita hidup depend on HIS rahmat...

2009 is the best year i ever had... syukur Ya Karim... 2010,, wa aidon li awal Muharam,, ahlawasallam... aku akan berusaha,, dan ENGKAU yang tentu kan segala... dan ENGKAU xkan memungkiri janji... YA AZIZULHAKIM...