T.Q wak... pinjam kjap =/

masyaAllah2,, along this weekend staid in room,, sahur wif "air kosong or some day wif air milo" wearing telekung,, finish juzud2 terlepas... i should go fast! tertinggal suda... till my voice stuck n when my mind loss a while coz thinking bout some one,, jeng2 then i stop recite Quran... ~termenung~ then proced back... masuk waktu,, solat... ~cried,, lepaskan kelemahan~ time bebuke,, juz drink "air masak" less than a cup...
i cant proceed my homework... really xde mood... ~waiting~ tup2,, da gelap n my roommate force me to eat... she bought me "kuey teaw tomyam"... xsampai 5 suapan,, then i stop... she scold me... T_T

till 11a.m something,, then i realize... i 've responsible 2 my homework... stop think bout that!!! i listen 2 lagu2 korea n jepun tadi siang... till i found the english translation bout this song... what song???

Ft. island-after love...
he rebuke that girls n say she's lie... lie coz say she love him n what ever... all the promises she made... she's lie... but then,, third quartile (tgh buat statistik) of this song,, act he cant forget this girl... dia hentam (bukan pukul) pempuan 2 glr2 mula2 lagu... last2 dia da x sanggup sbb that r his truly love... kawaii~~ (pinjam ayat)


then i eager 2 search other ft. island lyric,, mostly lagu frus... kesian dia T_T then,, aku pon baru rase semangat nak fight... hee... tgk jam da pukul 1 lbey... baru nak kuarkan statistik n math... esok lecturer nak... nak sahur lagi... humm... mean,, 'tak tido' sudaa...

u,, please gimme this chance... pardon

Only this sOng suppOrting me 2 tahan!!! ;)

mane boley bahasa english... 6t orang paham... huhu...
terutama lirik yang bawah2 tuh...
semua orang x sokong ape aku buat... tapi lagu ni sokong... :)
사랑후애 (僞愛)
F.T 아일랜드


내 사랑이라 생각했고
내 전부라고 생각했고
내 마지막이 될 사랑
그게 너라고 믿었어

너 하나만을 위해 웃고
너 하나만을 위해 살고
그게 행복일거라고
니 사랑을 믿었는데

모두 다 거짓말이야
다 거짓말이야
너의 사랑은 다 거짓말이야
이토록 아프게 해서
날 슬프게 해서
울리고 간 사랑이잖아
나만을 사랑한다고
날 지켜준다고
너의 사랑은 다 거짓말이야
내 마음 다 가져가고
사랑도 가져가고
떠나는 게 사랑이잖아

한 사람에게 사랑받고
한 사람에게 사랑주고
그 사람이 너일거라
바보처럼 믿었는데

모두 다 거짓말이야
다 거짓말이야
너의 사랑은 다 거짓말이야
이토록 아프게 해서
날 슬프게 해서
울리고 간 사랑이잖아
나만을 사랑한다고
날 지켜준다고
너의 사랑은 다 거짓말이야
내 마음 다 가져가고
사랑도 가져가고
떠나는 게 사랑이잖아

사랑이라는 말은 거짓말
사랑을 한단 말도 거짓말
영원이라는 말도 거짓말
돌아온다는 약속만을 내게 남긴채
그대는 어디로 그대는 어디로
멀어지고 멀어져도
나는 너 하나만을 사랑해

너 다시 돌아올까봐
내게로 올까봐
나는 사랑을 다시 못하잖아
이토록 아프게 해도
날 슬프게 해도
너 하나만 기다리잖아

모두 다 거짓말이야
다 거짓말이야
우리 이별은 다 거짓말이야
니가 내 사랑이니까
내 전부이니까
너 하나만 기다리잖아

de power of zero = hopeless :(

mo0d... zero (0)
banyak kata penguat cuba aku semat... aku tanam dalam2... tapi tak tertelan jua...
Ya Ramadhan,, hidupkan lah hati aku pada bulan ini!
cepat la balik,, aku x larat duk sini da... its sufer T_T

assignm: blom...
homework: blom...
pindah rumah: blom...
makan: blom... (sahur n bbuke dgn air jek),, iftar semalam pon x habis
salon rambut: blom...
facial: blom...
dobi baju: blom...
iftar: tuk minggu ni,, semua aku cancl... sori all...

jantung: laju glr...
tangan n kaki: sejuk + terketar...
muke: pale...
perut: gastrik lagi...
kepala: pusing... (tekanan darah rendah)
mata: bengkak...
tekak: mual...
gelak: no more...
lawak: no more...
senyum: secangkil @ segaris...

hidup dalam bilik kecik nih dgn tikar sejadah... di selang selikan dgn download lagu korea n jepun... Ya Allah,, bagi aku kekuatan dan ketenangan... lembut kan hati2 kami... T_T
matikan aku dalam keadaan beriman kepadaMU-

knp skarang baru suke kOrea/jepun???

It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
“ It’s too late “ , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you
For me, it’s you, it’s you
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
For me, it’s you, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by
It’s you

u,,

The sunset we saw together
I wanted to make that sunset last forever

The same feelings i have
I will never be able to take it back
i keep on thinking about the past

The future makes me sad
I just loose myself standing there

As the seasons go by
i see tomorow
As i strongly believe
If we met, what color future would we have?

When i remember important memories we had together
I keep running of to the dream

hurt, broken, As yesterday pass
I should of started over from the begining

As years go by
i think im gonna be able to like someone again
Deeper, Deeper, As we support each other
what can i do for you?

the feelings for you that i kept on stacking
my heart has happiness, saddness, warmth and pain
the day we got together

i still have that feeling burned in my heart

shOw me de way kpd sakinah MU

salam,, =(
this my 1st entry 4 this august... bz sangat...
makin jauh Ramadhan MU,, makin nak meninggalkan,, makin kuat KAU bagi ujian... macam cerita Mutiara Hati jek... hee~ kalau masih ingat la watak-watak spt cikgu arini,, mas aji,, n their kid,, nabila... (ampuni nabila Ya Allah)...
cite 2 kan cerita keperitan mereka melalui hari2 dan ujian... include time Ramadhan...

masyaAllah,, Astarfillah,, aku tidak minta untuk di lahir kan begini... tetapi kenapa ada insan yang menghina ciptaan MU ini??? menghina ciptaan MU sama seperti menghina MU... nauzubillah... Allah Jamil... hanya Engkau miliki sifat kesempurnaan... ampuni dia Ya Habib... ampuni hamba juga... keluarga2,, rakan2,, dan semua saudara2 ku yang di naungi di bawah langit MU ini... lembutkan hati2 kami... dekatkan hati ini padaMU...

seperti biasa,, kurniakan hamba kekuatan untuk hadapi dunia ini... Ya Karem,, aku hampir tewas... "lailahailallah" menjadi kekuatan... teguh kan kaki dan hati ini!!!

e2 la yang selalu aku mohon... sbb e2 yang sangat aku damba... perkenankan Ya Rabbi...

world,, im sorry... T_T pls,, forgive me...
aku akn cube jadi macam dia nak... dgn bantuanMU ya Azim... promis!!!